I keep having dreams this week where I break off from a large group and either go missing or go feral like three nights ago I had a dream I was on a trip with a college group in post apocalyptic China and the sun never rose, the sky was a blurry gray and blood red with giant clouds and the lights were blurred due to wet air and I was left behind in this deserted ornate hotel because I had to change my tampon and I tried to catch up but was lost in a massive spacey suburbia and was leered at by everyone I passed because i was shouting something incomprehensible. Then last night I dreamt I was going camping with a giant group of people who I used to know and we were only allowed to bring one electronic object and I chose my vibrator while everybody else brought their phones to contact family members. We took a buss and i sat with a girl i knew a million years ago. We stopped somewhere. Then it was like some slapsticky episode thing where i kept dealing with different triggers i have but it was funny. We were camping in some forest with small clearings for us to sleep in. very small clearings cause my hut thing was built into the trees and it was eternally shady in that area. We lived in half tent half hut things with blankets for doors and while everybody was off hiking exploring I was having a mass breakdown in my tent and then went completely feral so when the group came back to find me I was completely naked climbing and jumping through trees trying to hide from them. So.